i'm starting to have a pretty rough time with things
i cry a lot in recent days.

OMFG I JUST WANT TO FUCKING SLEEP.
WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SLAM YOUR FUCKING MOUSE AROUND AND CURSE AT ONLINE FUCKING POKER PLAYERS

I CAN'T DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i feel incredibly alone, without anywhere to go.

i'm going to florida with some of my family june 12-20, and wayne might fly down and meet me for a weekend! we're going to cocoa beach, it's the atlantic side but it still looks like an amazing location! i should be getting my tan on, i haven't since before i left for VA ( Read more... )

i'm back home
right where i don't want to be.

we watched his ship come into the pier the other day, it actually was neat to see. a spectacle, if you will. i learned, kind of, how to skip stones into the ocean. we went to a show, saw a movie, went out for dinner, and lunch, and breakfast at 6am. went shopping and celebrated my birthday with a mallard cake and "40" candles. we putt-putted, ( Read more... )

you do it to yourself, you do.
and that's what really hurts.

i bought a bike at a garage sale for $10, it needs lots of repairs.
i'll never tan without using an accelerator ever again.
i'm leaving on a jet plane in 9 days

p.s. i work in supplements all the time now. and i'll be working cold stone 2 days a week. what what!

i'm ballin fo sho. i have all the money.
i might be trained in supplements, i'm crossing my fingers.
i'm going to virginia in a month, going to florida in june.
i'm moving into a nice house this week.
what's up with you?

i made this mix cd, and it's probably the best one i've ever made. i'm not 100% on all the songs yet, there is a couple that i might replace, but here it is, as it is right now ( Read more... )