I am a married woman, as of February 2, 2009. It still feels weird. But he still gives me butterflies from a thousand miles away, and we are great together. I'm in love.
My only wish is that I could be with him like I want to. The day will come, and I can't hardly wait.
rather, this is not how it's supposed to be done. but, i'd rather post random jargon and/or song lyrics than actually spill my guts into this tiny space of internet devoted to me anyway.
i am tired. tired of being cold, tired of birds, tired of being bored tired of being poor, tired of being depressed. tired of the subtle disapproving, tired of not speaking up speaking out loud. but i'm too tired to try. i just want to be anywhere i know i can be happy. there are two of those places, and neither of them are here.