things I fucking hate:

- free jazz
- being on a streetcar at rush hour
- trying to decide what to eat

things I fucking love:

- crew neck sweaters
- menchie's frozen yogurt
- finding a new favourite TV show

Every once in awhile, I rediscover this blog and decide to post something. I've always felt the need to keep tracking the timeline, and reintroducing my current self like a brand new character from a story.

Here it is:

I am 25 years old, but I'll be turning 26 in a month or so. I am planning my fourth annual MAYDAY beach party on Toronto island for ( Read more... )

Six years
to the day,
since my very first livejournal post.

I would love it if someone explained to why so many people I know,
between the ages of 21 and 24 are currently engaged to be married.
I think something critically wrong happened in our generation;
a malfunction where most young people don't actually understand the idea of a serious committment.
With the current divorce rate being so high,
most of these ( Read more... )

I really should write more often.
I know that in a few years time I'll wish I had some stuff to look back on, especially to remember this time in my life,
whether that's a good or bad thing.

I guess the only thing I can really say about right now is that I am going through a major transition.
never thought that I'd be looking for a new place so soon,
( Read more... )

fully moved back in to my house in aurora.

bring on the summer.

instead of worrying about missing the party somewhere else,

make a new party

wherever you are.

finally feeling stoked for the summer.

even though I won't be in the city with all my friends,
I feel like I might find a niche somewhere else.

today feels like it has potential.
after I finish cleaning and doing the laundry,
I think I am going to take a walk around the city.
just to feel like I am part of something.

it's strange waking up alone.
even stranger going to bed alone.
I guess it's something that I have to get used to,
and really,
even though right now I hate it,
I know I will get used ( Read more... )

I think I have finally uncovered my main source of dissatifcation with my life.

it's like a light went on.

and it finally makes sense.

I'm not sure where all of this is coming from,
but I'm working through my feelings of uneasiness by finally letting myself be angry about it.

I am not here for the entertainment of men.
I am sick of feeling like I am ( Read more... )

currently living in migraineland.

work to do,
that probably won't get done...

but I'm okay with that right now.

...

constantly living in my head
strange versions of the past
i never know what there really was
or what i thought it could be

it's time like these
that you need the people
who knew you when you were young.

it's time to reach out
and make contact.