I dont know why Im doing this to myself right now. I guess b/c of boredom and lack of anything else to do other than hurt myself....

Guys are complete heartless, thoughtless assholes! I feel like giving up completely!

I wish there was someone I could call guilt free at any time of the night just b/c I needed to talk to someone....

I've been so confused about EVERYTHING lately...My mind wont stop racing with thoughts. I haven't been able to get much sleep lately ( Read more... )

God it hurts so so much to want something so bad and to know you cant ever have it.....To think about it all the time it makes you sick inside....

A few days ago I saw a guy I liked walking around campus holding hands w/some girl. I did like him but I wasn't all that into him, especially b/c of how complicated things were. Anyway...the point is, this is another guy in a long line of guys who decided to choose some other girl than me. Someone prettier i guess...who knows...either way i feel ( Read more... )

Ive been kinda sad lately...idk why. I am lonely, but ive been lonely for a while....maybe its finally starting to get to me. I feel like I have absolutely no energy for anything no matter how much I sleep. I feel like Im half alive..half dead....

How can I ask someone to like or love me when I cant even like myself???.....

Thursday was a blast. Got to hang out w/lost of people I hadnt in a while. Angel came over w/Jared and they hung out for a lil bit. I bugged Angel about joining pi phi...hehe. Me and Amber found out we knew alot of the same people which was really really weird. After a while, me, Amber, Jess and AJ went to Adams house. It was the first time I ( Read more... )

Will I ever find someone who wont take advantage of how trusting I am?....=/