I really wish I could find someone who cares for me as much as I do them, (then agian, I guess that's what everyone wants but still...).  I've been in relationships that at the time I felt they did.  Now I see that it was all an illusion, a fantasy.  Maybe someday things will finally turn out good for me..who knows....it would be nice if it was ( Read more... )

I'm bored, but I don't really have anything new to say right now so I decided to put up the lyrics to the greatest song by my absolute fav. band :)
"San Dimas Highschool Football Rules" By: The Ataris
Last night I had a dream that we went to Disneyland,
Went on all the rides, didn't have to wait in line.
I drove you to your house where we stared up ( Read more... )

"Sorry I'm not home right now, I'm walking into spiderwebs.  So leave a message and I'll call you back...." = A certain person has called me so much (5 times in one day) that I was forced to turn off my cell phone..tisk tisk...

In other news I leave early Saturday morning for Florida.  That should be cool, except it would be better if Mandy could ( Read more... )

So..I don't think I'm gonna update my journal for a while.  I don't really have anything uplifting to say.  I'm tired of writing all of these sad feelings or about bad stuff that's happened without good news and I'm sure people are tired of reading it too..

I LOVE THE 90'S!!!!

Guys can bring about so much drama sometimes. And it seems like w/some people it never ends. It's like why do they even bother to lie when the truth is so obvious?!! It's rediculous! Okay, I think I'm done venting for now...lol

I feel like I just wasted like three hours of my life!! I went to the girls fund thing to get some money for college and it took that long for them to take my application thing and give me a slip of paper. I was craziness. But I made my own fun out of it just hanging out w/everyone ( Read more... )

   I wish I could find a guy that's blatently honest. That all the time tells me how it is. Not necessarily w/everything, I'm talking about relationship wise. I wish they were straight up "I like you, do what you want with that, but I just wanted to put myself out there." That would be so much easier you know? No games. Or on the other hand....it ( Read more... )

If guys have given up/ran away time and time again, how can you be so sure that this next one won't?

I hate being sick. It's definately no fun. Will somebody please explain this to me...I basically sit around on my ass all day, so how is it that out of my family I end up being the one that is sick?! Makes no sense to me. I have the worst of luck.