I want to curl up in a ball and cry for the rest of the month.

Exhausted, hungry, poor, feeling like shit, but so overwhelmingly excited. Feeling like things make sense. Feeling like I'm living more than I ever have, like everything else before this was just a dream. Looking forward. London phd maybe a future plan? Dr. Jeffie 2020??

Sometimes I forget how blonde my hair is. I religiously smother my golden, baby-blonde roots with dark dye, but sometimes I wonder what it would look and feel like to let it all grow out and have long, wheat-colored, wavy locks again. I wonder if I would feel like a different person ( Read more... )

Ever wish you could just start over?

I guess I just like torturing myself. Cool.

THINGS I HATE ABOUT ISLA VISTA/SANTA BARBARA (A WORK IN PROGRESS)Sorry if this offends anyone...but I hate a lot of things about Isla Vista and Santa Barbara. In 7 weeks I'll be out of this miserable town for good (knock on wood...) and felt like documenting my hate before I leave. I would post this on facebook but one of my friends would ( Read more... )

so, disclaimer: i swear i'm not just writing this because i know sarah reads lj ( Read more... )

Three 6 mafia is coming to my school in september for free.....what the fuck?! who knew UCSB could be so cool!!!!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO what can i say ( Read more... )

I hate finals!

I am locked in my room and have not had contact from the outside world for fucking hours....

I'm trying to make my brain absorb information and it is resisting. I think I might hate philosophy.

SD for spring break? I can't wait!