Aquaris 9/24/05 ( Read more... )

well this past weekend has definetly been about relaxation chillin with my best buds jay and amanda and jess and of course kate and will...it was rainy, lightening and thunder so no camp fire but we still had a few beers and it cleared up enough for us to chill outside on some blankets and just talk...today the 3 of us were bored out of our minds ( Read more... )

i miss you so much..i don't understand what went wrong one minute you tell me you love the next you are dumping me..i don't understand..i want us to be friends but you haven't even called..now my phone is off again thanks to sprint but it should be back on soon..how have you been whats going on i can't stop these thoughts from going through my ( Read more... )

thanks jay and mannie and friends for a great time this weekend..i really needed it..don't worry jay i didn't tip the quad over even though i gave myself a little scare..i so want one now but one that isn't so powerful..ill take the dino!!!lol i can't wait to be at my moms all the time and im sorry that i haven't really been there as a friend im ( Read more... )

i have made some decisions and i know they weren't always the best and i know i have hurt some people along the way but they have hurt me too..so does that make it right? lost in my own little world right now and alls i wanted was some attention and for someone to love me but i guess that was too much to ask for right now..cause now is not my time ( Read more... )

haven't written in awhile lots been going on..lannie and april want me out i guess im to much of an inconvience for them..i dont know i was really pissed though that you left a note and didn't talk to me how old are we again...i told you april I wasn't spending my entire vacation looking for a place...but whatever i guess i should have been looking ( Read more... )

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating
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omg this has been quite the awesome summer!!! through all the hard times and heartbreaks life is actually turning out to be quite the awesome experience!!! im so in love with my beautiful kaiti i really couldn't ask for more shes is compeletly amazing...my job is going really well i took a job opportunity at the tilton walmart for the next like 2 1 ( Read more... )

god damn i hate being a girl...anyone want to give me a back rub. im trying to eat some food now so i can take some ibrofuen..jamie im sorry i feel like shit and alls i want is kaiti to come and take care of me right now..omg this girl is truely amazing, but im so anxious to know where its going im afraid of scaring her off, boring her to death, ( Read more... )

work sucked!!!!!!!!!!can't wait for my date this wed..maybe this one will actually call me back..hmmm..whatever im tired and going to bed...oh yea my back hurts too.