It used to petrify me, the idea that I would one day live paycheck to paycheck ( Read more... )

I want ( Read more... )

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephones
well, they work in both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
     j.Mraz

Crystal, I'm very sad to see you go.  I know that we have had our ups and ( Read more... )

Its 4:31, and I have been in bed most of the day.   I love this.  I love not feeling guilty, I literally have nothing to do, no tests to study for, no job to go to, nothing..I read for a while, layed around listened to music, slept, scrapbooked and reflected...I am relaxing...For the first time in months I am chill.

This morning at work, a kid told ( Read more... )

I am currently working on a project.
I havn't been this excited in almost a year.
AHHHH.
I love this idea..

Music is wonderful.

Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

I believe that some things hold meaning, based on the idea that they are meaningless.
There is a beauty in finding your own meaning, interpretations that are only yours.

A while ago there was this song, that I thought had no meaning, and truely maybe it doens't. but now to me it does; for many reasons.
and I believe that because of the fact that I  ( Read more... )

I wish I could just talk to you ( Read more... )

Never in my life have I ever questioned my independence.
I am an independant person and I love that about myself
I can do anything I want to and I can rely on myself to do it and if I can't then I independently make the desision to involve others.

YOU ARE STEALING MY INDEPENDANCE and I can't stand that.
STOP IT!

I FUCKING hate living here!

I hate that when I'm upset about something, I try to handle the situation I feel reasonably and even thought I start off being mad the other party gets mad at me, turns it around and they thing they are the ones that are right.

FUCK LIVING HERE