I believe that I have a multitude of defense mechanisms
I believe that that is my downfall.
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I make things worse on myself.
I need to go back to the person that I used to be.
Back when I used to just let things slide off my shoulders.

But its challenging.
When you feel so alone all the time. 
and your friend, who left you alone, does it continuously. 
Thank you Future Roomates.

Me: So will you still be here tomorrow? Do you have to work?
Callie: ( Read more... )

I don't know whats wrong with me lately, I guess I've just thinking about all the people in my life past and present, and for reasons I may never know this makes me sad often ( Read more... )

This is new for me,  posting a real entry publically ( Read more... )

At  what point is it okay to leave the past in the past and just worry about the future?

My roomate is seriously so great.

She asked me to be her valentine, and I of course said yes..

So at 12 O'Clock we exchaged gifts, and she made me three CD's with songs from our road trip, and songs that make her think of me, and one called "Who is this singing to me". And under some songs she wrote reasons for them or where we heard them together... ( Read more... )

Its so amazing ( Read more... )

Its a.......

boy

I feel like HELL ( Read more... )

FUCK  Finally. Damn.
and I quote:
"ur not the same anymore. your arrogant. you care nothing about what i have to say. you lie to cover up your mistakes and im tired of bending over backwards for u to be happy just to find out it was all just a waste."

Ahhh Young Love.

What a fucking asshole.