Waaah! Today has been pretty much the first day in SOO long that I've been happy. I mean I have "good days" but i don't ever feel happy inside. But today I did and wow.. that felt SOO nice ( Read more... )

*I have been so friggin depressed lately it's not even funny and I don't really know why.. Well actually I guess I do. I feel like I am totally losing it all over again. I have worked so hard to keep myself out of depression and keep things going smoothly but now I'm losing my grip and I'm slipping. I keep thinking about my dad and everytime I do I ( Read more... )

HA! So I haven't written in forever. Well last night was friggin greeeaaat. I have a huge head ache. I got so lit and I don't even know how it happened. Me and Jenny went out to duck lake to hang out with Kristen Babbitt and some other boys from olivet and I think I maybe drank like 7 beers. Then we came back into towwn around like 1ish and we went ( Read more... )

~*Today has been the craziest day ever. OMG.. So when i got up I helped Marcus clean the basement and I super cleaned his room for him. Then I hung out with Eric and Rose and Kurt for a little while and played cards ( Read more... )

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*Ok this is kinda weird.. I woke up and walked outside and it is kinda warm outside.. and it's snowing. Hmmm...odd?? It looks kinda perty though. I wish that I was some incredible photographer and I could go and take pictures of just random things and have them turn out to be masterpieces. Oh I will do it damnit..lol.I need a new Camera to start ( Read more... )

*It's going to Snow this weekend!!!! We're supposed to get 2-4in..dangit. I like the rain though cause then I can go out and play in it.So that's a bonus.. but why snow?? I guess we have to have some crappy weather cause it's still only April. Pooo ( Read more... )

* There are so many ups and downs to having a boyfriend you know? I never have one so I haven't reallly had to deal with it until recently. I love that I don't have to be lonely anymore but at the same time I'm so used to being able to go out and do my own thing that when I cna't because my boyfriend doesn't want me to it kinda just makes me feel ( Read more... )

*HOLA! This weekend has been sooo fun. Too bad it's almost over ( Read more... )