I finished my painting!!!!! I've been asking God to show me my passion, to guide me in the right direction. Tonight when I got home from work, I just decided to pick up the brushes and do it. I couldn't stop! All these ideas came flooding into my head and I did it!!! I feel so great, so accomplished ( Read more... )

So I've been doing quite well the past couple of weeks. I have my bad days, sure, but they're few and far between. That's exactly what I told him when I talked to him for an hour on Sunday night. I don't know how to handle this. It's like I'm fine, then when I talk to him I can't get him off of my mind. When I went to sleep that night I thanked God ( Read more... )

God. This is getting easier, but right now, right at this moment... it's hard. I know I shouldn't go digging into Myspace. It's just going to make me upset. I'll remember that from now on. Christina doesn't talk about him as much as she used to. She knows something. I bet he's found someone new. I know he has. Amanda. "I don't care about her!" You' ( Read more... )

So I don't want to get married? Is that a good enough reason for him to throw away our entire relationship. It's been a week and I am really getting upset. The neglect is too much. He doesn't care. You won't answer my calls until I try for at least the seventh time. I don't know what to do. I love you. But I can't do this. I can't be in pain for no ( Read more... )

i see you all the time
i see you in a video
running through my head
i hear that you're a fiend
you love and let nobody know where you go

why didn't you come back to me?
i'll give you whatever you want
turn around on the way out
and you will find
i needed you all the way
now if you don't mind

i never needed anything,
anything but this tonight
i needed you to ( Read more... )

Only a couple more hours left... then I'll be the big 2-0!!!! Wow, how depressing to be two decades old! Shit ( Read more... )

I got silk sheets bitches!

Who wants to feel them first?

I love my life. I love going to sleep to the sound of the traffic, then waking up to see the skyline. I have the most amazing friends. Even though I'm incredibly happy, something is missing. I don't want a boyfriend, but I want someone to hold me. I want to kiss in the rain.

I want to listen to music all day and never worry about money. Ha. ( Read more... )