He's not even worth writing about, I know. I've done well the past few weeks. You'd be proud of me. I've been hanging out with all of my friends, catching up with people from my past, and even hanging out with this amazing guy Jonathan. Everything was going great until he randomly called me Amber... his ex-girlfriends name. Totally bummed me out. I ( Read more... )

I'm in quite a depressing mood tonight. My job sucks, all those stylists are so petty and immature... and I thought Phipps was bad. I feel like all of my friends are ditching me, that they're all in relationships and have totally forgotten about me. I talked to Dad tonight and he said that I'm not getting any money back on my taxes... in fact that ( Read more... )

So I was having an awesome day. I was Ms. Streever's model at the Mary Kay show today, I went to lunch, went shopping and played in the park with Christina and some friends. It was such a beautiful day ( Read more... )

This week is hard. I'm missing him so bad that it hurts. The only thing making this so hard is that everything I see reminds me of us. It brings back so many memories. I thought we were so in love. That nothing could break us. God, I was so wrong. I'm so sorry ( Read more... )

So Eric's cool and all, but he's not Jay. God, I don't understand this. Why is he doing this to me? Why am I letting him do this to me????????? He's clearly, without a shadow of a doubt, seeing someone else. But then again, so am I. I wonder if he sits there and compares me and her the way I do with him and Eric. Eric has so much more going for him ( Read more... )

Don't know what to type. I'm trying to find just the right words to express everything that I'm feeling ( Read more... )

So he added "cuddling" to his interests. He would. I added "Try it for sleeping instead," on my quote. Fucking idiot. I wish this would all just go away. That I could get my fucking life back and on track.

I'm so bothered ( Read more... )

This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to go through, besides my Dad. Should I even have any hope? I see things, I read things, then I think I shouldn't. But who knows? LaDawn and Brandon didn't get back together for 9 months after they broke up. This is so hard. It's been 2 months. What happened to me, to my life? I used to just brush it ( Read more... )

So I was sitting in bed last night, I had gone to bed early. I was woken up by a random text message. It was Jay. We wrote back and forth for a while, about nothing in particular. I had the urge to call him today when I got home from work. Should I? I called Britt to ask her for advice. She said that he missed me and in that moment he had broken ( Read more... )