"You’re going to leave me, aren’t you? …you’ve had enough of me, haven’t you? You’re probably so tired of all this crying and all these moods, and I’ve got to tell you, so am I. So am I. Sometimes it seems like my mind has a mind of its own, like I just get hysterical, like it’s something I can’t control at all. And I don’t know what to do, and I ( Read more... )

just started thinking about how Paul will be home soon and i'm super excited all of a sudden, there are so many things we need to do and so much lost time we need to make up for. can't wait for him to be by my side again and then i'll have a hand to hold, someone to hug and a shoulder to lean on :) i'm so proud of him for making it this far in his ( Read more... )

i believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together ( Read more... )

I spend 23 hours a day wondering whether we’re wrong for each other, wondering whether we’ve got the energy that we need to get through everything that we seem to get into, whether the baggage we both bring would sink a small ship. But in the 24th hour, I realize I’ve been thinking about you for 23 hours. There’s something about you I can’t stay ( Read more... )

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I'm finally okay after being crazy sick for a week. I am soo freaking sick of being in my house and on my bed. Yay now I can go out and do productive fun fun fun things whee. & I shall now compile a list to remind myself of the things hehe ( Read more... )

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I've never met anyone I wanted more in my life.

I love how you hold my hand in yours when we're driving in your car. I love how we lie in bed and just have endless conversations about life, love and everything else in between. I love the way you smile and the way your eyes light up when you see me. I love how we are able to share our deepest secrets with one another, insecurities set aside. I ( Read more... )

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