i'm back . . . . and i hate it

i wanted to go back to the hospital sooo bad last nite, i wrote a note to my mom because i have a problem talking to her about serious subjects. . . especially this. so yea she read it and she just really didn't understand how i was feeling, so then i was kinda forced to talk to her. i told her how i felt and what was going on. . . i kept telling ( Read more... )

ok. . . . umm. . yea i'm gonna get into this bleh thing agian, i cut yesterday. i just completely snapped, nobody said anything or did anything to make me snap. i just did. i went into the bathroom and cut. my friend obviously knew what i did when i came back out. after lunch i went to my next class. at least 10mins. into my class my counsler and ( Read more... )

omg last night i thought i was gonna die, my stomach felt like it exploded!!! i could even move and it hurt like a bitch to breath. . . and at 8:30 in the morning it hasn't changed much. . . i just threw up (cause u all wanted to kno that) and now i have nothing in my stomach, damn it huuuurts!!!!!!!!!! i have gym next period and i don't think i'm ( Read more... )

IF I SEE U . . . . . I'M GONNA FUCKING KILL U! ! ! ! ! ! !

ok wow i've had soooooooooooo much fun this past week! ! !  ok well first i forget what day it was but,  i hung out with evan  :-D we chilled for a few hours . . just drivin around and went to ledgewood mall to see the car show thing . .  HOW THE HELL DO THEY GET THOSE DAMN CARS IN THE MALL?!?!?!?  wow ok then later on we went to go get food . . . ( Read more... )

What's your name? bree                                                                                                                                                                    How old are you? 17                                                                                                                                                  ( Read more... )

i can no longer update my live journal at home because of those wonderful "parental controls" . . (thanks mom) anywayz, so yea i'm in school 3rd period . . . .at 8:15 in the morning. wow i remember those good old days when school started at like 9:00 in the morning, but then again that was elementry school. sigh* i have a MASSIVE headache right now ( Read more... )

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i have just realized how worthless i am. it's not even funny . . and i've come to the conclusion that pretty much all of the guys i've ever been w/ just wanted to fuckin use me. i can't even look at myself in the mirrior anymore without being totally disgusted at what i see. i seriously don't know what to do . . . i hope that i get murdered or ( Read more... )