no matter what i eat lately, i feel like a bag of ass.  it would be nice to be able to eat whatever the hell i want like normal people do, without feeling like vomit (or worse ( Read more... )

sooo tired. getting up early never sits well with me, especially when i'm sick. my skin is dried out and my eyes are burning, not to mention the amount of toilet paper we've gone through from me blowing my nose ( Read more... )

random personal shit will be typed here, while the chronicles of me as a counter girl (whoring myself to women who need makeup) will be captured on:

http://www.thepastyharlot.blogspot.com/

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i'm starting a blog to chronicle my work experiences in my semi-new life.

still stuck on a title.  hopefully within the next 10-15 minutes i can think of one before i bore myself to death.

tonight, hotel in lafayette.
tomorrow, driving to denver.

today, losing my mind :)

i'm so sick of fighting.

didn't want to work today. too fucking tired. think i ate something bad. thoughts coming in fragments. going back to sleep...

is it strange that out of almost all the pets i've ever met, i want pirate back the most?  he may not have been my kitty, but i loved him as such.

i couldn't sleep.  i kept thinking how much better my night would be if i were lying in bed with nick & pirate...and remembering that neither of us can lie in bed with pirate again.  and crying because i ( Read more... )

i want to sit in a bar alone and waste away until finally someone's hand lights upon my shoulder and we just...run away.

i want a home.