Well the secret is out. Everyone knows that I am pregnant and when I say everyone... I mean my whole family, Jim's immediate family, and both groups of our friends.The majority of the people are happy for us all the ones that matter anyway. I was scared about having a bay at first, but now I know that it was meant to be. I love Jim more than I ever ( Read more... )

Well I am pregnant. Things are ok I guess. I mean I am excited, nervous, anxious and mainly in shock right now. Jim knows and he is happy about it. He has been there for me and I think that it will stay that way. He loves me and I know that for sure now. My mom and dad know too and suprisingly they both took it pretty well.Some of my friends know ( Read more... )

Well my mom needs a kidney transplant asap or she is going to die. She's on diaylsis and I don't know how to take it. I love my mother and feel that I can't stand to lose her. But the only thing I can do to save her may kill me. If I am a match I have decided that no matter what anyone says I am going to give her my kidney. I love her she gave me ( Read more... )

Ok there's this guy Bob who is currently dating my friend Aylssa. I didn't really like him when I first met him and my hatred for him just keeps growing. At first I didn't like him because he tries to control Aylssa and he treats her like shit. Now the reason that I despise him is totally personal. My boyfriend Jim has been friends with Bob for a ( Read more... )

Well I am still alive and kickin. Life still sucks but I have decided that there is nothing I can do about it so I am just gonna go with the flow. I have been taking a massaive amount of pills and drinking heavily and that has seemed to numb me for the moment...which is good enough. I wish I could say that things have somewhat improved, but they ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that no matter what I do to try to better my situtaion things will never improve. I try moving out on my own so that I can escape the abuse I have gotten from my father for the last 12 years of my life and that doesn't even work out. I move in with a man who puts his hands on me just like my father. So now I have to move out of my ( Read more... )

Well Fred finally had the nervous breakdown that I have been waiting for. He lost control while we were having one of our stupid arguements and he hit me. But, I totally instagated it. Then he felt so bad that he hung himself. Luckily he survived, but I was really close to losing him. He is now in the hospital getting the help that he needs. We ( Read more... )

I have discovered that no matter how much you have in common with someone living with them can truly irritate you. Fred and I have been at each others throat for the last month. I think it's a combition of my bitchy attitude on top of the fact that he is extremely jelous and hurt right now. Well yea I finally relized that the thing I thought might ( Read more... )

Well I am sitting in the gay computer lab at Moraine listening to some guy talk about a bunch of boring ass shit. God why can't he just shut the hell up already. Well let's see what has been going on lately? Well like I said before Fred and I moved out into an apartment in Darien. Things there are going as well as can be expected. I still have alot ( Read more... )

So I am offically moved out. Fred and I got a BEAUTIFUL 2 bd apartment in Darien. Yeah I know it's out of the way but it's alot closer to my job n school. Yes I am the shit.
Krissy