Well Mallory is doing better. She is still at Ruch, but we have found out what is wrong with her and our doing are best to cope with it. She had a series of tests and everything was normal except the MRI. She has a minor brain injury due to lack of oxygen in utero. Which explains the loss of movement I felt in my third trimester. It affects her ( Read more... )

Well I had the baby on Sept 21 at 9:37pm by a cesearn section. 4 weeks early. She is a beautiful baby girl. We named her Mallory Marles Neylon. She weighed 5 lbs 6 oz and was 19 1/4 in. I'd love to say that she is completley healthy, but she isn't. There is something wrong with her that is causing her to not be able to hold down her food. It's not ( Read more... )

Well it has been a long time since I have updated my journal. A lot has happened and things have been crazy. Jim and I moved into our condo in Oak Forest. It is gorgeous ! It has a lofe, fireplace, huge master bedrrom with a walk in closet and a large spare bedroom (nursery). We still need to get some stuff to fill all the space we have, but it is ( Read more... )

Well tomarrow is Memorial day and seeing as it is 90 degrees outside I guess that it's safe to say that it is offically summer. I can't say that I am totally for summer this year however because being pregnant makes you feel hotter than everyone else. I am however glad that I don't have to deal with snow or cold anymore. I hate the cold ( Read more... )

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I have discovered that food is God's greatest gift to pregnant women. I eat like a cow now and frankly I am turning into a freaking cow. I sleep all the time and am still tired, but I guess that's just part of having a baby. I have no social life anymore which could be good or bad depending on who you ask. I miss hanging out with my friends though ( Read more... )

Well I don't smoke weed anymore and I find that so much of my life consisted of doing drugs that I can't seem to think of anything else fun to do other than to do drugs. Jim and I are together and things were alot better, but it seems that we are back at square one yet again. He decided to pick a fight with me today because I hang out with Fred... ( Read more... )

Well I am 15 weeks pregnant, fat, and miserable. I am happy about being pregnant. I went to my first ultrasound appt and it was the coolest thing in the world. I got to see my beautiful baby. It was so cute the baby moved and was sucking his thumb. I was like omg that's my baby. I made that. It's truly an amazing experience and I am glad that this ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that I could dig a huge hole and crawl in it. I'm so tired of this life and all the shit that I have to go through. I'm tired of being out down and called all sorts of names by the one person thats supposed to be on my side. I don't understand what I did to make my dad hate me so much, but he must hate me to treat me the way he ( Read more... )

Well I finally found out my due date it's October 14th. Which means that I am about 3 mths pregnant. Jim and I are starting to really get excited. And my motherly instinct has already started to kick in. I don't drink or anything other than the occasional hit off a bull once in a while. I smoke maybe 1 ciggerette a day...soon to be none and I have ( Read more... )