i'm at a really good place in my life right now. i am trying to let that which does not matter truly slide and be grateful for my youth, family, friends, and abilities. i don't know what i'm doing with my life, but i'm okay with that ( Read more... )

one of my greatest fears is becoming one those obese people who never move and end up melding into their furniture. gross ( Read more... )

trying to get my shit together. finally.
i feel better when i force myself to be productive.

blehhhh
my procrastination is out of control
and my funds are rapidly depleting

all i want to do is travel. go to the mtns and rva. and a lot of shows.

i turn 20 in less than 24 hours!
i don't have any plans. i'm probably not having a party or going to dinner with anyone but robert. i probably won't even get presents. but i'm strangely okay with all of that. i usually build my birthdays up to be these amazing events and my wishes are never fulfilled.
this year i'm being realistic, but optimistic.

i need to get a job.

but i looove being a sloth.

i'm torn.

i quit my job today ( Read more... )

robert and i moved into an awesome new apartment. it's cheaper and bigger than our old place. working full-time at f21 this summer has sucked major ass. i'm always so stressed and tired. i want to find a new job before i go back to school. i don't think i can handle it ( Read more... )

i hate my job