in my last entry i mentioned a "bald with a beard" nerdy guy. we are now dating seriously because he amazes me and i amaze him. it's insanely wonderful and probably one of the most thrilling beginnings of a relationship i've ever experienced. he is so kind, he is so lovely. he is quieter with a velvety soft deep voice, big brown eyes wet with ( Read more... )

does anybody read this? can anyone see this? seriously, just wondering. i'm never on here so i am unaware of who i'm talking to when i rarely actually post here.

you don't have to comment anything substantial, but please- if you've read this, comment with a decimal or a smiley face or something.

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exclusive romantic dates with my ego
we update my library of memories scratched
in novels, lining the decaying walls,
of love lost in other lives
and love gained inside, tended by moths
alphabetized and sanitized.

because love has never felt clean to me
i break a sweat to hold myself up,
another homegrown, goddamn tragedy.

it's beautiful
(the ( Read more... )

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so so funny

so in march i moved to northwestern idaho. it's beautiful here.

justin and i are so very happy, it's true.
he fixes everything, invents things, builds cars, paints, mixes and plays music, hacks, is some sort of computer genius. i lucked out. now i'll NEVER have to know anything technical. score!

yesterday i finally got the call i've been waiting for.

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I WANT TO DIE. DIE. DIE.

keanu reeves... as... spike.. in a developing cowboy bebop live action movie.

can you taste my despair?!

 
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