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[cherrycrusade]

Chad called me tonight. He was trying to get ahold of me around the time I had Grace, but I wasn't up to talking so I never answered. He lives in Vinncennes now w/ his gf Courtney. His cousin, Tim, got killed in a wreck the other day and that's why he's coming up. Tim was only 31..32 tops. He had his shit together..I think had a couple kids..he was

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[celestialmarvel]

Well thats good that you aren't going to sleep with him anymore, its amazing how they think that you still will.

Yes one last cigarette, my sister has some upstairs I might go indulge.

[cherrycrusade]

I keep having this reoccuring dream that I have HIV. I know I'm negative since I've been tested when I was pregnant..not saying Chad has anything, but the more ppl you sleep with the better chances you'll get it..and he does sleep around..gf or not.

He came over yesterday before leaving and he was all, "I have some cigarettes for you." My mom showed up at the next second and I never got one. So yeh..I want one bad. I smoked menthol and he didn't have that so it's probably better I didn't indulge in that. I will get one soon though :)