Milu is playing with her favorite lobtster toy on the bed. She flips it off, runs over to the edge of the bed and stares at it on the ground ( Read more... )

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Rachel "Ice cream doesn't fill the hole inside of me..."
Kyle "Well, do you wanna..."
Rachel "Go to Disney World!?"
Kyle "Well... I was gonna say 'huff whipped cream", but..."
Rachel "Oh..." :(
Kyle ..."Do you want to, though?"

If I have still not managed to achieve anything in my life by the time I'm 30, I will kill myself. 2 more years. Tick tock.

This weekend Kyle and I decided we needed a little break. So, we checked in to the Howard Johnson in town for an overnight stay. This afternoon, we decided to go down to the pool. I opened the door just as Kyle told me the door was locked. Which confused me because the door was open. Confused me, until I noticed that the door was open because I ( Read more... )

Yo.
Still alive. That's about it.

The end.

I quit my job and moved away from my family, friends, home, and everything that is familiar and comfortable to me.

I got a new job and a new place to live 1.5 hours north of home. I like it here. More later?

If I don't find a new job in the Fox Valley by October, I will have to move temporarily back home with my parents. With Kyle. My life...

I want to be a mother.

 Mother's Day is on Sunday.

It reminds me of how much I want to be a mom. Now. I hate waiting. I wish we were in the place we need to be in. Now.