just when i think i'm missing him,
someone tells me something about him and
it makes me so sick
and it's perfect, just the way it is.
this week has been... a rollercoaster. well, whatever. yesterday and today i had exams. and monday is the last day of school. it's a half-day, like today. then comes summer. wednesday night, i came home and my voice ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated this in a few days...

okay so friday=underoath. i was like, really, really dumb and ended up doing some things in front of a certain person. it truly wasn't my fault, but im still sorry about it. anywho, underoath was exxxcellent. i think i touched the guy, but im not sure. it was mad sweaty, and when i came out and could ( Read more... )

today is the worst day ever. i dont care how many times i've said that before, this day tops it all ( Read more... )

I can't escape, my heart will break
into a thousand pieces as I hit the floor.

so today wasn't all that bad for a monday. surprisingly. this morning, miss smith threw my lovely essay right in my face because i didn't do it right. or something. then i definitely did not feel like going to science (again) so again i went to A lunch. kacy... ahh ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do with you
'cause you don't know what you do to me.
♥

so it's almost the weekend. i'm not that excited. i have to babysit on saturday night, but at least i am getting paid. i don't know what's going on tomorrow night, maybe some parties later?? the cops always bust north port parties, so no one ever wants to have parties in ( Read more... )

but the two of us
have something we'd
rather not mention here
in this beautiful world
( of saving face )

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and i've cried and you would think i would better for it, but the sadness just sleeps and it stays in your spine for the rest of your life. and i've learned, and you'd think i'd be something more now, but it just goes to show it is not what you know -- it's what you were thinking at the time.
--bright eyes.today was interesting ( Read more... )

i'm breathing
for the next second
i can feel you ♥

something has been bothering me all day ( Read more... )

how long has it been? like a mmmmoooonth!
gosh, i really need to stop getting grounded.so where were we? ah yes, back in march when i was on my splurge of sneaking out every night. well, what do you know, i got caught. that sucked. over spring break i went up to ohio and saw everyoneeeee. it was pretty fun. everyone's pretty much the same. i missed ( Read more... )