MOVED.

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why? you may ask.

♥ i want a friends only journal. i don't want everyone (people that go to my school, my family) reading what's going on in my life.
♥ too much lj drama with a public journal.
♥ i'm sick of this username.
♥ i've had this journal since march 2004. it's time for a change.

add it & love it.

sweet jesus.

so, last night i'm at ashley's house. & i'm just sitting there, talking with john, her boyfriend. you know, the usual... & then john's phone rings. it's matt. and i haven't talked to him since we broke up, last wednesday. so i'm like "ouh, john! let me answer it!" so i answer, & i'm like "john's in the bathroom right now." matt goes ( Read more... )

he broke up with me.

i hate everything.

i know i'll be okay in a few days,
but i hate feeling like this here & now.

so here we lie in this beautiful mess of tangled sheets
and beads of sweat. with my ♥ in your hand, my neck
in the other... should i be scared or should i come closer?
it's still beating, i'm still breathing, you haven't hurt me yet.so everyone knows how i said i wouldn't be updating. i lied ( Read more... )

it's you & me & all of the people
and i don't know why i can't keep my eyes off of you.alright ( Read more... )

You lay your head in his lap and breathe in the atmosphere as he attempts to explain the existence of stars.
"See, I have this theory," he says, and his voice is poetry. "That they're just these, you know, vast brilliant points of light meant to constantly remind us how insignificant we are."
His sneakers grip the shingles.
The roof is the only ( Read more... )

i'm not too sure that i want it to be this way.

i feel like fucking crying.
or maybe punching myself in the face.

wow i havent updated this in a long time.
quite a few things have been going on.

monday
• last day of school.
• beach w/ chels, josh & aaron.
• didn't get any tanner.
• cheer meeting at 5.
• LASTED FOR LIKE 5 MINUTES, COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME.
• home, nap, food, boring.

tuesday&wednesday
• boring, not going to write about it.

thursday• went to ( Read more... )

this is me standing in the arch of the door hating
that look that's on your face that says
there's another fool like me.

friday:• school ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me

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