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lets just start this with, yes im going to gush about him again.  i stayed cuddled up with him all night last night and it was amazing.  better then i ever imagined.  it was just really great to wake up next to him.  he had me thinking about how great he is and how i really got treated shitty before him.  i deserve all the attention and nice things ( Read more... )

I've been having horrible nightmares the last few weeks. They finally went away for a little while but last night they were back in action. Waking up balling your eyes out after a couple hours sleep is no good. I should have fell asleep when you offered to let me stay cuddled up with you. But instead my mind could only think of the worst of ( Read more... )

The spill canvas was really fun, he even said he liked them and not just cause of me!! I really enjoy time with him and it was great to spend a whole day together. It sucked that we went a week without seeing eachother after that though. That can't happen again... If it's even possible I think I like him more than I did before. He really is ( Read more... )

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im going to see the spill canvas sunday, and he is going with me...he even seems genuinely excited to go!!!!! even though the ONLY band he listens to is the deftones, haha. shall be interesting, im just excited that he actually said he would go. this having a boyfriend thing is splendid. its not just having a boyfriend, its that i finally found ( Read more... )

im STILL happy.  i still think i have a wonderful boyfriend, actually i know that.  and things are moving along just well.  he told me today that i am a keeper and hes going to keep me... there have also been talks about the future which makes me feel even better about all of this.  its weird to me to have a guy who i care about tell me he feels ( Read more... )

 I had a date last night and I had a lot of fun.  He seems really nice and he really cares about me.  I hope this works out, he seems wonderful.  And he totally likes me too.  : ) things may actually be working out for once!!!!!!!!!! *fingers crossed*

im looking forward to that first kiss...

you really hurt me today.  i am for real done.  i hope you dont call me ever.  i want nothing to do with you, you had your chance (for 3 and a half fucking years)...  time to give someone the chance who wants it.

btw my dumb ass aunt got charged with a felony and a misdemeanor and her husband got 3 felonys and a misdemeanor....hahaha rot bitches!!  this is what he would have wanted,  i hate you.