"I'd like to know how this man has
such a hold over you that you can't see what's right in front of you, how he can invoke so much loyalty from a woman like you, who's ten times his worth."

Her love for * was blind... And deaf, dumb and paralyzed.I connect with this character a lot ( Read more... )

askheychris :

you know when you're laying there at night, wondering if you'll ever find that person who will allow you to feel comfortable in your own skin. to wake up feeling refreshed. to know when to hold you hand and know when to leave you to hang with your friends. its a kind of universal feeling i believe most of us encounter at least once in our lives, ( Read more... )

so I'm still in ny.  things are more fucked up now then they were before.  long story short my aunt forged my grandfathers signature so she could get a new car, while he was in the hospital.  of course we got the bill at my grandpas apartment because we have been staying here and shes been acting shady the whole time we've been here.  the DA is ( Read more... )

the most amazing man i have ever known is dead.  my grandfather is gone.  i held his hand until the end.  i have nothing else to say right now. 

so today wasnt so great.  since my grandpa has been in the hospital my dad has talked to him numerous times (along with my uncle and aunt -- his brother and sister) and they've all said its okay none of us need to come up he just has pneumonia and will [hopefully] be out soon.  so my dad took their word for it and my mom pretty much told me i was ( Read more... )

my dad called me this morning...  my aunt went over my grandpas this morning to pick him up for chemo and he was too weak to get up, she called an ambulance and now he's in the hospital with (they think) pneumonia.  will things ever just be okay for me?!

1. Take a picture of your bag.
2. Now dump everything out and neatly adjust them, and take a picture (no matter how embarrassing).
3. Talk about the items inside.


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i feel like shit.  physically and mentally.  this whole thing with my grandpa has my world upside down.  he decided today that he is going to do chemo again.... i know deep down he doesnt want to do anything but i think he is afraid of letting us down.  i want to tell him its okay but i dont know how.  i love him more than anything else in this ( Read more... )

What does it take for me to be good enough?

someone was telling me about a national geo article about how love can make you ocd about a person and i totally believe it..  i really scare myself with my thinking.  and sometimes its like i dont even know why i care about this person to begin with.  the song im listening to right now is extremely ironic.  i just want to be happy is that really ( Read more... )