I think I've finally discovered what I want to do with my life ( Read more... )

Last night was spent boozing it up and packing bowls.
There was swimming in our under-roos and lots of candy.
A Ruperto's run before the night was over and laughing at everything.
Sidewalk chalk left our hands to decorate the end of the road with a pot leaf, a dinosaur, stars and rainbows, a robot and some other stuff I think.
There was paranoia ( Read more... )

She cried, knowing that the only thing in the world that she wanted was to escape herself.
Couldn't help but wonder how terrible that was.

It's not hard to understand how one can hate their life.
Even simpler to comprehend that one can only blame themselves.

Temporary moments of happiness were not enough to keep her sane.

Suicide provides an escape ( Read more... )

I can't help that my entire body fills itself with contempt as I silently monitor your actions.
I can't help that I detest the fact that you take advantage of me, and have for years.
The only thing that makes it worse is that I'm not even sure you're aware of what you're doing.

I hate the way you talk to me. The way you look at me.
In fact, it might ( Read more... )

I hate when plans don't work out.
It pisses me off.

( Prom Pictures )

On the night of my birthday me and Ashley decided to legally enter the porn shop in Havascrew.

On the way we stopped at the gas station and saw two poor little hungry stranded dogs. It made me incredibly sad. So we gave them some water and I bought them a box of crackers. They wouldn't come close to us, so after they ate they just walked away and ( Read more... )

Back from a night in Phoenix with battle scars to remind me of the fun.
Was even back in time for work, although little sleep was had.

Yay for my birthday being wed.

Yay for going to Disneyland for the senior trip the next day.

Not so yay for prolonging my stay in this shitty town until October.

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So it's been a while eh?    
Well, let's see.
Last night was a lot of fun. It's crazy how after highschool you start to hang out with people you never talked to during the many years of school. But that's life I suppose.

Last friday night Andew, Ashley, and I made a trip to LA (3-4hr drive) to get high on the beach and walk to pier. It was fun. We ( Read more... )

Prom was alright. I had the full treatment of doors being opened/closed for me and all that good stuff throughout the night. And I felt super pretty in my dress.

2 months.

I still need a car.

I'm super bored.

The last few days I've actually been really busy. Everyone seemed to come into town all at once. It was nice for a change.

Happy Holidays.

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