I miss believing that anything is possible ( Read more... )

I hate that since I'm out of highschool, whenever I see people I know, the only things they know how to talk to me about are college, the future, jobs, blah blah blah ( Read more... )

It still really amazes/pisses me off how fucking selfish people can be.

The pain can pierce her heart a thousand times,
and she'll still cry out in silence.
Ask her what's bothering her,
and she'll force a smile and say all is well.
The best actress of them all,
crying right next to you and denying 'til you believe her.

As a child taunts included "second best is the first loser."
Never did it feel anymore true.

So, I found this extremely cute prom dress online.
But of course I'm not getting it, because everytime I buy clothes online or out of a magazine they tend to fit funky.
::cries::
(done exaggerating)

I'm sorry you wasted your time reading that. Hah. If it were me, I woulda scrolled over it.

<3

Sometimes she feels like she has ceased to exist.
Sometimes she feels like she has nowhere left to go. Nothing left to do. No one left to see.

But that's just sometimes.

Most of the time she feels like she's wasting away.
Most of the time she feels alone.
Most of the time she feels like tomorrow couldn't possibly come any sooner.

But that's just most ( Read more... )

Dammit!
I'm getting sick.
All last night I was freezing and hot at the same time. And I couldn't sleep.
I woke up naseous and with stuff in my throat.
I keep getting lightheaded.
I took 2 bites of breakfast and gave the rest to my dog.
I have absolutely no strength at all and can't decide whether I'm hot or cold.
Grrr....

[x] Sometimes I wish there were a journal option that included "strangers only" because honestly, sometimes it's just easier that way.
[x] I'm a very emotionally dependant person.
[x] I still just want a dinosaur shaped cake for my birthday, that's it.
[x] I get happy at the simple things.
[x] Sometimes when I'm watching a movie, I catch myself smiling ( Read more... )

Today, I bought dinosaur magnets for a buck, and that is damn cool.

Bohemian Rhapsody just played on the radio!
Until now my day was "just another day" but that song coming on made me happy.

The 'MetalFest' show on Saturday was fantabalistic.
I'm still sore.
Not a big turnout, and lame people act like they're at home listening to their stereos...
But I got to see old friends, new friends, and discover new bands.
And it ( Read more... )