"He felt as though he were wandering in the forests of the sea bottom, lost in a monstrous world where he himself was the monster. He was alone. The past was dead, the future was unimaginable."
-1984 by George Orwell

There's a horrible beauty behind the way she destroyed herself.

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I mark off the days on my calendar all to eagerly and try to smile about what will be someday.

I fight boredom with all my resources and work not quite enough to make the money I need.

I sparatically spend time lying in bed with the covers over my head crying. Hating the way I feel so stuck and the way I glide through life all too unhappily.
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I hate that in the big box of chocolates someone gave me today... I only got to eat five because the rest are either dark chocolate or just gross.
It makes me sad.
Stupid valentines day candy.

I'm just a girl trying to find herself among the faceless robots that sworm the earth.

The only thing I'm sure of is that the world has to make a believe out of me for a lot of things.

It's strange to think how much things have changed.

The way I hate you... isn't beautiful at all ( Read more... )

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Yesterday I opened by door to find Robyn and Mitch accompanied by none other than Elvis.

How many of you can say that you own a lifesized cardboard cutout of Elvis.

Oh, and what makes it even better... he's in soldier's uniform.