and I will, tonight when Im alone, I will write it all out.
I hope youre okay...

Things have been hard. they have been different... I am slowly falling apart, He is slowly picking up the pieces... Whenever I start to feel the pain and the depression he makes it all go away...

hes back now.. ill finish later

Dear Julius ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I have written... its been so long since I have felt this heartache. I miss him, the figment of my imagination that he once was. I found someone like the Mathew I fell in love with and it scares me... Partially becuase he is off limits, especially because he is off limits... I do not think anything will come of it "for I ( Read more... )

This song rings so true, I cried the first time I heard it... If he only understood ( Read more... )

Let me just give everyone(and myself) a brief summary ( Read more... )

I went for a long walk last night. To tell you the truth last night was the first time I truly felt peace in a while. I felt safe again... It is going to suck to lose that when I leave. I have thought alot about life the past few days. I have also thought about love. What makes love love? Last night Someone told me they wanted to hold me, I asked ( Read more... )

True love is unconditional, true love is everlasting. No matter how much pain, no matter how much despair it still resides in our hearts, our souls. True love is something no one can erase, something no one can change, no one can take away ( Read more... )

Around five o'clock today I found myself overcome with anguish... it had been so long since I had been dizzy like that, since I had had a hard time breathing... It was odd because I had shut myself off to his vibrations for so long... Perhaps I had let my gaurd down or pehaps the vibe was just so strong... Either way I couldn't shake it. I paced ( Read more... )

damn that car ( Read more... )