So i'm already at school... the first few days were fun (minus the irritation due to my roommate)... but now reality hits and i'm soooooo overwhelmed with the workload. Parties are definitely a huge factor here in college, but I must admit that i miss the parties back home. Small, familiar faces, etc. For instance, frat parties here are jam packed ( Read more... )

Life really is so complex; you never know what curveballs are going to be thrown at you. 
I've been so moody lately. Snappy, pissed, anxious. My cigarette smoking has increased a good amount. But the sad part is I don't care. I'm actually peer editing a paper on the dangers of smoking and frankly, I probably yawned 5 times during the bland essay.

I'm ( Read more... )

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of obstacles
That seem almost impossible

And I’m thinking just another breath not a minute left.
How long have I been drifting?

Pass the glass pint hit the flash light now break it.
People say I’m a star but I still think ill never make it.

And I’m thinking just another prayer not a second left.
I feel ( Read more... )

You live so much, its like you're dying
You can't give up, you're body's trying
You build so tall its like you're flying
But rocks will fall; the sky keeps climbing

You're gonna lose everything

How does it feel

I'm not scared so much of trying
But don't look up you might start flying

1. You're really upset. Who is the first person you call to vent to?
I dont call people, I either eat my feelings or hit the pipe.

2. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Id rather they communicate it in non-verbal ways, like creeping.

3. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend ( Read more... )

1. What's on your mind?
Hair normally, in varying shades of brown.

2. What color is your shirt?
Black

3. Where is your biological father right now?
At his home with his familia

5. Which shoe do you put on first?
My left foot has frostbite.

7. Do you get distracted easily?
I have approx. 5 hours to write this paper.

8. What ( Read more... )

KARMA.

Can't say I'm a true believer in karma, but it seems to love slipping into my life and making things more difficult than they are.
I see all these people around me who live in sin everyday of their lives, are not in the least bit religious, have no regret for the ruthless things they do, and karma never seems to kick them in the ass. In fact, ( Read more... )

Odwraca wzrok, zamyka drzwi ( Read more... )

I feel so ashamed of my lack of ability to cope with a world that others can deal with in better ways. What makes me think I'm so different? Do I want help? I don't know, but I'm scared to find out because if I let someone in, what happens if they let go?

So how am I doing?

I'm am trying to come to terms with the fact that i am stuck falling down a ( Read more... )

You don't deserve to be lonely
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only
Little part of your life you're keeping together

Because your candle burns too bright
Well, I almost forgot it was twilight
Even if I think that you are right
Well, I'm tired of being down, I got no fight