I'M FUCKING GRADUATING TOMORROW!!!!!!

happy birthday to meeeee

im finally legal
and im going to F street and hooters tonight
it will be good

well tonight i've learned 3 things

1. i make myself to easily available
2. i give my heart to all the wrong people
3. i am looking for true affection/relationships in all the wrong places/people

this is a lot to take in right now

*please excuse my pity party*

i am sick and tired of shit
i really am
i have actual respect for the boys who say "hey im leading you on"
but seriously i feel like lfkjglkhjfrtkjyhr right now for allowing this to happen for the second time
yeah i just had to write this so i don't make a few really mean phone calls right now.

so marti is my date to formal
that pretty much puts every other person in this world to shame :)

i fucking lost 20 bucks.
my day has just been ruined!

I know i haven't updated in forever but i just had a rush of inspiration..

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BONFIRE!!!

Tomorrow night Anna & I are having a little get-together at Mission Beach, NOT LA JOLLA, with friends. Reply with a comment if you wanna come and I'll give you all the details. No Drugs, please. Smoke your pot somewhere else on the beach haha. But yeah if I've already told you La Jolla it's now Mission Beach. COMMENT IF YOU WANT TO JOIN ( Read more... )

So anna, heather, sherra and i went to street scene. We got our asses kicked. But it was so worth it. Here are the best pics from it.

( Only a few pics, i have over 160 so if you want any more just tell me )

this is the first time in months in which i cried over this person. i hate these feelings which i hold cause i know its only me who has them.