i reallly love cursive. ive been listening to them non stop. when i listen to them i feel like i am the song. almost like theyre painting a picture and im in it or looking at it. you know its funny how everyone lives their life, and how there really isnt any right way to live it. its something for yourself and at the end of the day its all you ( Read more... )

how'd i end up here to begin with? i dont know.why do i start what i cant finish ( Read more... )

after the whole party thing and now that school has started i want to really try to do good and stuff ( Read more... )

i think the day i became a pothead i actually helped myself out
now i worry less and i have more fun with everything!!

ive been starting to use this thing alooottttt more
i think it might be because a lot of things are on my mind and going on and its just too much for me to even function sometimes during the day

i want the real thing
not this bullshit that i dont deserve
many people are doing coke in oradell and riveredge now
and im watching all of this happen

now not only do i hate myself for this but im starting to really hate you

i wanna learn the hard way
thats obviously what i deserve

im gonna miss them

made a new lj<3

sometimes some questions will never be completely answered
that is until the day we all let go and suddenly everything comes together
and then things dont seem so complex anymore.......