You can't force feelings on someone.
Some things are just out of your control.

I miss Central. I have a feeling these next two months will go by painfully slow.

So I do this new thing...
...it's sleep walking.

Yeah, it's crazy not cool.
I'm done sleeping!!

I can't win.
I need out.

I threw everything out
that didn't make sense
I found a thosand more things
that don't make sense
and I can't help but get lost
in a fog like this
'cause I don't know how to
hide myself in open air
where I'm all alone

This weekend was extremely odd. Last night Deborah and I ended up at an indian burial at 7am. I'll end my story there.

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
this love we've been workin on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
so I can feel you in my armsNobody's gonna come and save you ( Read more... )

Yay for spring break.
I'm home for the next week and a half.
Yay.

Yay for just passing out in my Painting class!! WooHHooo.

Now I'm off to Abnormal Psychology, let's hope it doesn't happen again.

One more class, and it's finally the weekend. It better be fun, cause i'm emotionally drained. I'm sick of fighting, and I honestly don't think I can do it anymore. Essexvillians and Wayside tonight I believe....should be a nice breathe of fresh air ( Read more... )

CMU is a bitch...they give me $50 in parking fines, spend all the money i give them to have a 20 minutes fireworks display for a football game we lost, and the worst of all is they took my fucking internet away. bastards. apparently illegal downloading isn't cool. but it's back on sunday and right now i'm in the computer lab at 12:30am because i've ( Read more... )

i think the only way this college thing is going to work is to assume no one will ever let me sleep...