This is what I have learned over my 32 years on this planet. Everything comes down to luck. If you are rich - you were just lucky to land yourself into a good job and not have to suffer lay offs or unseen medical emergencies that prevent you from working. Or you were born into a very rich family and didn't even have to work. There is no other ( Read more... )

I have just been involved by my aunt that my own mother and father want nothing to do with me anymore. This after my mother 2 weeks ago accused me of breaking up the family because I would not apology to my selfish brother (when really my brother broke away from the family 8 years ago), then she writes me a nasty letter saying I have a problem ( Read more... )

I have to realize this in order to prevent myself from getting hurt again. I should know better. She never changed before, I thought she did a few times, but then it always comes back. The month before I started stimming for my first ivf my mom sent me a nasty email saying if I went through with my plans to cycle she would have nothing to do ( Read more... )

So appartently my mom wants me to delete all my journal entries and not to mention B anymore. According to her I have a problem because I can't stand to see twins in public and am not over losing my daughter's twin. She likes to compare me losing B to the same as a woman having a miscarriage. She also said all this after my aunt tried to explain ( Read more... )

This is so frustrating. I can never find time to get my own work done because I have to keep fixing things that other people should have done ( Read more... )

I don't know why I have such a hard life. I have always worked hard, but no matter why I keep getting crapped on. I always thought I would have a good life as an adult since I had such a sad and difficult childhood, but unfortunately my life still sucks. The only good thing that has come out of my life is my dd and even that didn't come easy and ( Read more... )

During the past couple of weeks this has been the main symbols in my dreams ( Read more... )

The longer I live the more I will not understand life. We are taught as kids how to be fair, etc, but life isn't fair. The student that just barely passes school and only does a 2 year associate degree ends up making a 6 figure income as the head of a bank, meanwhile their sibling who always worked hard and gotten good grades to prove it can only ( Read more... )

What to say and what not to say to someone who has experienced the loss of a baby in a multiple pregnancy ( Read more... )

I don't know when I will be able to feel better about this. I thought I had been doing well with accepting what happened, but now this news from my brother has thrown my for a loop and brought all my emotions back to the surface. I get upset even with just seeing someone in public push a double stroller. I have to look to see if it is twins, and ( Read more... )