For the past few years I have been told to ignore the hurtful things people have said because they didn’t know anybody. For some reason those suffering from infertility or fetal loss are expected to just brush things off and forgive the hurtful statements just because the person saying the stuff is ignorant ( Read more... )

It has been exactly 9 weeks since Caitlyn's first birthday. She turned 14 months 2 days ago, but today is the day she was suppose to be born. Today is 90 weeks since Caitlyn and her brother Caleb were made ( Read more... )

So after watching the new TLC show on extreme couponing I have decided that I need to get more serious about couponing because every week we are going over budget and things are going to burst here soon. Plus I would love to only spend a few dollars to get a few whole carts of groceries like the moms on the show do so then we will have the other ( Read more... )

I have hated this time of year. For the past 6 years every Spring has brought changes to my life and with it the stress and anxiety of not knowing what the future held ( Read more... )

I have been in Ontario for the past week. It hasn't been an easy trip and to make things worse it also involved the 1st anniversary of B's passing. This has been on my mind greatly over the last few days, and I think compounding it is the fact there will be twins born in a few months in our family. I saw my nephew today, but did not see his ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote how things have been going for a while now so here is a quick update ( Read more... )

As many people know I am a member of a email support group called eLIMBO. This group is for parents who have lost one or more children in a multiple birth. This group has helped me greatly since the loss of B. When no one in my family understood what I was going through, these women did and were my support ( Read more... )

- bath seat
- 6 month + toys
- baby Einstein videos (we have baby bach)
- baby books
- 12 month cotton sleepers
- 9 month winter boots

I really hate the MA DOE website. I finished tier 2 last week so therefore was suppose to start collecting on tier 3 this week. When I filed on Monday though I got this response from webcert ( Read more... )

I talked with a friend yesterday and it made me realize how my grieve over losing B will be lifelong. After I lost B I was sad and scared, but I tried to put it behind me at the time since Caitlyn needed so much help. I thought because of this that I handled things pretty well and for many months I thought me losing B was all behind me. A few ( Read more... )