it's been 9 months since ( Read more... )

it's been happening. pretty often lately. everytime i look in the mirror. i feel so fat and ugly. like my face is so round. my boobs are too big. my stomach sticks out like i'm pregnant. my shoulders and back are too meaty. my ass is too wide. my thighs are too flabby and they're getting bigger too ( Read more... )

my my. i wonder why i even blog in the first place cos no one reads this anyway. ah yes.. i constantly remind myself that's becos i need an outlet ( Read more... )

title says it all. i don't care anymore, i don't give a flying fuck. and i sure as hell hate throwing tantrums. so, do NOT provoke cheryl tan. i want to remain relack jack like how i've always been can or not.

sometimes life just slaps you in the face.

i thought it was going to be an awesome birthday, but when i heard the news my heart literally stopped beating.

i mean the deed is done there's no point denying it, arsehole.

to everyone else, if you think your life sucks wait til you hear about mine.

i'm in shambles.

some guys are just downright bastards ( Read more... )

it's going to be 6am in a few minutes. good morning ( Read more... )

so this is the first post i have that is not about chris. ok well maybe i'll mention him a bit here n there but the main issue everyone, is my mom. and partly my dad too ( Read more... )

i never missed chris' birthday ( Read more... )

i have two quizzes tomorrow and friday and a midterm paper the following monday. i can't afford to be emo nemo, even if all i'd rather do is mope around in my room alone. that's not healthy but i rather do that than face everyone in school trying to be my usual chirpy self. haven't even started studying properly for anything other than bloody ( Read more... )