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[cheshiare]

Well, some days are better than others. I am still devastated but am trying to look forward to the baby that will hopefully make it. There is an increased risk to him though, but hopefully he will pull through. I have decided I hate doctors. They do not help nearly as much as they should. Lets see... Friday they called to say there may be something

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[motor_of_love]

Is there something wrong with the baby or is it something to do with you? I know probably a stupid question. Is there another doctor you can switch to? Hope you get things solved soon.

[cheshiare]

well, they still don't know. From what I've read, and what they have been able to tell me, just the fact that one baby didn't make it puts the other baby at risk. I guess as the body tries to deal with the loss, it could jepordize the other baby. I am still bleeding and my doctor says it is my cervix being touchy, but nothing has touched my cervix in weeks. I think it is the other baby leaving my body. As far as they know nothing is wrong with me. I can't switch doctors. The lovely thing about being involved in socialized medicine is you have no options. Thats why no in the military wants it, but we are forced to deal with it while we are in. I have to get a better ultrasound done to make sure some other threats to the baby aren't bad. I will let you know.