Ok, so I am bored. I don't want to watch TV and the kids are in bed. We watched Inkheart tonight.It was a good movie but it took me forever to get a chance to see it. I am glad I am almost done with school and Jay is finally able to start classes. I hope he gets more confidence when he gets used to being in class. It is frustrating to me though, ( Read more... )

omg! The baby has been driving me crazy! She is usually so good which makes these last few days so stressful. She is getting 4 teeth in at one time and all she does is cry. I mean ALL she does is cry. If she is awake, she is crying and she won't sleep. teething medicine doesn't work, chew toys don't work, she doesn't want her bottle... she wants ( Read more... )

I am remembering what it is like to be beautiful ( Read more... )

I am a girl. A woman ( Read more... )

I am happy with my life. I am thrilled to be staying home with my kids and I am glad to be out of the air force. Believe me, taking care of two girls in diapers is more stressful and rewarding than doing my part to "defend the country". But I wouldn't change it for the world. Aries is a beautiful happy girl and she laughs so easily. I cannot ( Read more... )

some days are better than others and I don't really understand that. It catches me off guard sometimes and I end up crying for hours at work; luckily it is the middle of the night and no one comes in. Sometimes I am just angry and I am not angry at anything at all, just anger. I don't know where that comes from and it scares me sometimes. It is ( Read more... )

Well, some days are better than others. I am still devastated but am trying to look forward to the baby that will hopefully make it. There is an increased risk to him though, but hopefully he will pull through. I have decided I hate doctors. They do not help nearly as much as they should. Lets see... Friday they called to say there may be something ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. I hate coming here with only bad news and wish I had the discipline to update more. I can't even make here and people wonder why I don't get a MySpace account ( Read more... )

Well, it's late again. I am getting ready to go to bed, but this is all I ever have time for...posting before bed. Have you ever sat and talked with someone and realized truths about yourself you never knew or at least couldn't put into words? It's weird the things you can learn to express when you are not interrupted after every sentence, and with ( Read more... )

well i've finally made it into the 21st century and got the internet at home. I am so happy with the way things are going that I want to post something really long,but I am tired (New baby syndrome). I don't guess it matters, since I am sure no one is reading this anymore, but I will post more later.