So Im about fed up with most aspects of my life. I hate working so much, but bills need to be paid. Im in a relationship that Im not sure I want to be in. Dont get me wrong Im crazy about the guy. But there are certain things about our relationship that are slowly wearing me down. He cant talk to me. If theres something bothering me and I bring it ( Read more... )

So these past few weeks have been the greatest of my life: I have a great job and Im going to be getting a raise and possibly a promotion soon, I have an amazing boyfriend that adores me to no end. We have such a great relationship. Our time together is beyond amazing. We laugh, we joke...we have seperate lives. Which is great. Sometimes I wont ( Read more... )

So Im thinking of a quote from that movie. "With insomnia, youre never really asleep, but youre never really awake." I may not have insomnia, but thats exactly how I feel. Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy. I really need to get away from work. Yesterday I told my boss Im taking next weekend off. So if anyone wants to hang out and go to Six ( Read more... )

Ok, so maybe I'm just real grumpy. But for some reason a certain event just really pissed me off. I was on the phone with someone trying to get an approval for a credit card. So this person I was talking to thought they were on hold and didn't hear me when I picked the phone back up. On the other end of the line I hear a few people talking in the ( Read more... )

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Ok so Tim is making me update my journal cause I havent done it in forever. Love you Tim. Wish you could have stayed longer, but saturday night was great. Just like it was last summer with the whole crew back together. Except jack wasnt there...bastard! But either way. Things with me have been up and down lately. Im doing really good financially ( Read more... )

So this weekend was one for the books. Took a little "business" trip up to payson this weekend. Fred(Scottsdale Bitch), Hector(Puto), and Greg(Russia), took me, Karen, Crystal, Rachel, and my friend Eric up to Payson for the night. We took the Hummer up and rented a cabin near Christopher Creek. So we get there, everyone is trashed and either ( Read more... )

Alright. I'm pretty messed up right now. I'm at work with the C-meister. Haven't seen that whore in a while. Been working a lot. So I apologize for this note right now because I'm so torn i can barely see straight. Just felt like trying to type. So hector just brought me some fatty egg rolls with sweet and sour sauce. We like hector right now. And ( Read more... )

So I havent updated in a long time. Im sitting up at transtyle with cody right now. Fred just gave me a job up at the desert ridge starting tomorrow at 6 am. Damn. But Im going to be making bank working around a bunch of hott ass guys. And fred was saying that there isnt one of them that doesnt have at least a masters degree. Hello smart guys. And ( Read more... )

Wow, so its been a while since Ive updated my journal. Right meow Im sitting at transtyle with Cody, Curtis, and the crystal. Its aboot 3:30 in the morn. This place is great. We get to sit around, listen to music, and play in the limos. Tonights choice is a black navigator. The thing is fucking huge. It holds I think 14 people. So tonight me and ( Read more... )