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[cheshire913]

Based on my various minor brushes with clinical depression in the past, I think I'm almost qualified to admit that I am maybe, probably depressed. I feel exhausted all the time, and yet I have a hard time sleeping. I stay up all night and do absolutely nothing productive (which results in feelings of guilt). I never feel hungry, so I alternate

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[shinideakon]

not that im the best example per se, but sometimes, when your in a really bad situation and you feel like you cant take a change, is the best time for a big change... do it, your strong, youll be fine

[cheshire913]

Thanks! <3 I guess I just keep thinking, "maybe I can fix this, if I just try harder." But it doesn't seem to be working.

Hope you're doing better, as well!

[stevespoon]

I second that suggestion, I get in these cycles of inactivity and guilt too and I find that a lot of times the only thing that breaks it is making a change somewhere. For me it's most often starting or ending a friendship or relationship of some sort but it can just as easily be something like finding a new scene to hang out in (like a local music scene or roller derby or a hiking club or something) or finding a new job, or sometimes even just a drastic hair or clothing style change can really alter your outlook

[cheshire913]

Heh, no kidding. What the heck is wrong with all of us? ;)

Anyway, thanks. Those are some great suggestions, and I really appreciate the compliment (even if it's not really all that true! ;p). <3

[cinderlily]

Do you want to meet for a coffee? I mean, I know we haven't really seen each other in like forever, and this might be random but you know what? I think we are in a similar place and maybe it might help for us both to talk it out.

Plus, you know. Its been 6 years.

If you feel up for it, email me, mslizzybella at gmail dot com. If not, know that I have always admired you, Becky (the Techie, sorry, habit) and I think you are amazingly strong so I know you will do well and do right. I don't even have a half of a doubt.

[cheshire913]

Yay, I think I'd like that! :D I shall send you a message.

And thanks a bunch for the kind words. Hehe, nobody's called me Becky the Techie in years! <3

[shadowhorror]

Hehe...Becky the Techie...

[cloudmx]

so, like, i should be down in phoenix sometime soon.

can i be stealing you, okay?

[cheshire913]

Being stolen sounds like fun! ;p

Lemme know if/when you're coming down. We should hang!

Message or gimme a call. Flagstaff area code, 707 0265.

[cloudmx]

can and will do. :D

[poeticloner]

Not sure what to say other than...*hugs*

[cheshire913]

Thanks! :D