Ok...so work, umm...as soon as I got there I found out that since were getting so close to Halloween apparently there need to be 4 people in full costume at all times. so, we were picking costumes. And one way or another, I get tricked into wearing the inflatable ballerina. (Heres a picture of it:Read more... )

This is an E-mail my aunt wrote me (my fathers sister ( Read more... )

I just got off work, I had a bad day at work, almost cried on many occasions, I shall share stories later. But right now Im off to take a much needed nap. which I shouldnt do since I work 11-5 tomorrow, but I have no choice, I am exhausted.

Ok, I have nothing else to do but write in here,

I should have known Jess and I werent good because we never fought about who loved who more, of course I would probably have killed both of us if we did, but it was always known that...ok no, it wasnt. But heres the thing, Jess and I are great for each other, when were together, I mean people ( Read more... )

Oh my God! Its my Bed, Oh my God, its my computer, Oh my God, its everything that reminds me of Jesse, OH MY GOD! My tampons! Aw, fuck I gotta go to work in a half hour. Im home, my dad ran early, so we got coffee and still made it back home by 9:22 so..now I have 25 minutes to kill. But....I have tampons!! *does a little dance*

Its almost 9....and my father should be here soon. Im tired and headachy, I woke up at 8 instead of 8:30, I have an 8 hours shift. Im on my period and even though there are 4 girls in this house there are NO TAMPONS! there are pads but no tampons, I havent used pads in like...2 years, I hate pads. and even worse, Im wearing a thong (for all of ( Read more... )

This is a reminder to myself

NEVER STAY AT TIA'S AGAINThis is horrible, Im miserable, Its 3:30am, I have to be up at 8:30 in order to be at work by 10 for an 8 hour shift. And Im not tired, but I am on the verge of tears. I just, like Im lying in this house, and everyones asleep and there are 3 very loud snores and 3 rather loud TV's on, one in ( Read more... )

Im at Tias right now, and I dont want to be, we were supposed to go see a movie but instead we tok her lil sister to McIntyre for the elem. halloween party and ...ok it was...boring, and then we went up to Blockbuster to find a movie and I saw "Killer Clowns from outer Space" and .. I watched that movie while I was lying on Jesse's lap, so I ( Read more... )

It is taking everything I have not to pick up the phone and call Jess right now, I really want to talk to him. I didnt get good sleep again, lots of dreams, One about that carlos dude, which was just weird, and another where I was like falling in love with an older guy (like 25) who was really cute, and like it was on a pier or something and I was ( Read more... )

Harsh words and violent blows ( Read more... )