I didnt have a good day. School was hell, I was exhausted and Fucking Mrs. Campbell...I think she's ignoring me, all week Ive been trying to get in to see her and everyday she says she'll pull me out, but never has. And Im taking a mental health day tomorrow and I dont have school friday so I wont have the chance to see her till Monday. Classes ( Read more... )

Oh fucking A, Alix, shut up! you dont even know what you're saying anymore, you never did!

So I was supposed to be asleep like 2 hours ago, but I wanted to watch the rest of the Italian Job before my dad takes it back tomorrow, and now Im thinking about Jess, and Im missing Jess. Tony told me a little about what they talked about tonight, and....it didnt make me happy, it gave me that...feeling, where it feels like my entire body is ( Read more... )

So, I was sitting in my chair with my new blanket (because my chair is fun) and I was thinking about Indian Springs and all the shit that happened my freshman year, how much I miss that shit, and just the environment of everything. And naturally my mind went to Dan (seeing as I pined over him half the year) and I realized, the only reason I ever ( Read more... )

Today was an "Eh" day. School was horrible, Im just tired of it, I want it to be over already. plus I found out I only get half a credit per class which means I cant graduate until January 2005 which is still a few months early but....I felt so claustrophobic in there, its like a waste of time, Im not learning anything, Im bored, I dont have any ( Read more... )

It really isnt fair. Jesse and I, when were together physically, things are incredible, their beyond believable. I know I love him, I could never doubt it when Im with him. But because of circumstance, we might never be able to expierience that again, or if we do which, I hope we do because I dont know about him but...that is enough for me, its ( Read more... )

Im tired, No Im exhausted, I didnt really do too much today, school wasnt fun, it was just plain boring then, after school I called my father and he was still at his fucking office, so I had to wait 40 minutes to get picked up. I waited at Panera bread, and as soon as I sat down I basically passed out, I dont know I was hot and tired...and well ( Read more... )

Today was a good day, probably the best Ive had since I was in Vegas with Jess. I spent most of the day at the mall, spurged spent $120 dollars. Got a awesome purse, a chair (its black and fuzzy and was on sale) a wallet, sweatshirt, and a blanket. I was dying for this jacket at Hot Topic but it was $70 dollars and even though I had the money I ( Read more... )

10 things you say most everyday ( Read more... )

Well...might as well get it out of the way. Jess and I are on a break until halloween, After the...break up, it was nothing but fighting, and ... well I decided that we needed the break then of course when I told him he replied with this "I dont give a shit, nothing you say,do,feel, effects me monotone voice" So I spazzed out threw picture frames ( Read more... )