Last night I pulled out an old poetry book my english teacher gave me in 8th grade. It was his daughters college book and it was filled with all of her annotation. She was the person who, unknowingly, taught me what annotation was. Next to her notes, in sloppy handwriting, are my perceptions of all of my favorite poems. They're less insightful than ( Read more... )

any of you ladies have recommendations for a good birth control. i wan to take it to control breakouts and PMS. Lately my face has been terrible every time i get my period. its making me feel sad inside my small heart. im thinking about seasonale. i dunno. ive never taken it because im afraid of the side effects (weight gain, drwsiness, depression ( Read more... )

I feel larger than my level of intelligence could ever hope to express. It feel comparable to a robust flavor that takes you by surprise.

Madelyn is talking SO much. its like a special treat every second o my life. I love how she calls me seeboof. and how she just apologized for using the last of the toilet paper. She gives me all sorts of details on her day and tells me she loves to go outside with me ( Read more... )

I was thinking about Salinger's short story... and one moment lead to the next and i ended up realizing that following the commandment, "Thou Shalt not kill" is impossible... because even if you followed it you would be committing suicide which would be killing. Think about it! every time you pick a carrot to eat it, you're killing some poor ( Read more... )

Things have been so crazy that i havent had time to spend with friends and its bumming me out. Of coarse i call and check up on them to be courteous... but its not the same obviously. Once i get it all under wraps ill have to have them over for dinner at our place. I got the recipe for peanut thai chicken thats really good, salmon with pineapple ( Read more... )

I had a really random dream that i was wearing vera wang... and than today my friend gave me a gorgeous pink vera wang dress to wear to the wedding. it is SO gorgeous. I like how i had a premonition about it too.... as though wearing vera was so important i had to brace myself with a dream. I dont understand how these things work ( Read more... )

I started my riding lessons today. My aunt is having a teacher/trainer come and show us everything about horses and riding. i absolutely love it. I've missed riding cocoa so much. besides that, ive never had formal lessons. Today the woman was telling me how to ride and what to do. as we rode around she was saying things like "squeeze your legs, ( Read more... )

I got my haircut and neil keeps saying im so cute. the other day he held my face and asked if he could take a picture of me. heehee. he's so sweet. i love how he rubs my back till i fall asleep... and how he makes me stuff liek a patio. :) i'll keep him. sometimes i really super love him and gloat and other times i want him to fall ( Read more... )

today i took wendy to madelyns music class with us. She LOVED it. i told her to bring her doll so they could participate. everyone was so kind towards her and she had a great time. then i took her to lunch at charleys with neil and the baby. by the time i was done with her she was so sick of me. especially when i told her she had to cut my lawn to ( Read more... )