Tomorrow i get my wisdom teeth out, finally. im so psyched because i really want to see if i can keep them and show madelyn. She doesnt quite understand what i mean when i say im having my teeth out. As far as she knows it isnt possible and shes very curious about hte whole thing. Neil is freaking out and keeps asking me what foods he can make me ( Read more... )

Im just sitting here trying to think of something to write about. I've been boing lately. not bored. just boring. Nothing has really changed. theres no drama. im happy. my relationship is with neil is good. I noticed some people always brag about how perfect their life is. i think they believe thats a way to indirectly tell others that they too are ( Read more... )

I just got done writing a grueling essay. ironically enough being in school has made me a less voracious reader. Right bf school i was averagin ga book a week, now i just read my stupid text and swear at the professors essays. Poor Neil actually listens to me bitch about how i htink the most educate people always turn out to be the most ignorant. ( Read more... )

My LJ has been acting funny. Im nt sure whats going on but i havent bee able to update or read my friends page ( Read more... )

Posting another song just to let my LJ peeps know. but for now myspace isnt letting me sign in to put it up. im also wondering how only 15 people have looked at my profile but the songs been played almost 50 times. maybe someone accidentally left the site up with the volume down and let it play over and over again. maybe i have a groupie! its ( Read more... )

Neil is so funny. the other day he said to me, "did you know monday is your first day of school? im going to go out and get you some notebooks, pencils, pens, snacks... thats kind of stuff." i just said okay and thought it was cute, but also made me feel 5. than in the car he whipped out a black backpack on wheels that his mom got free somewhere ( Read more... )

how long have i been promising you folks a damn lousy song? too long, i suppose. i finally put one online. my dear husband neil helped me record it and edit it within an hour... well, its a FRAGMENT of a song. he was good enough to steer me away from trying to accomplish impossible perfection and told me i should put it up raw and unmessed with. ( Read more... )

Ive confirmed with myself that jealous tendencies are unchangeable and impossible to contend with. a woman named karen sealed the deal for my hypothesis ( Read more... )

Madelyns music class was really fun and interesting. I could tell she really enjoyed it (mainly because of her dancing and singing :) ). heh, its really sort of odd to see a room full of adults singing and dancing to kiddie music... but also refreshing to see there are parents out there so supportive and enthusiastic they arent afraid to look like ( Read more... )

why must i always water down my juice bf i drink it? even orange juice. otherwise i feel like im drinking syrup. i think in my ballsier younger days i probably drank juice straight... and out of the container. byt the tiem im 80 ill be drinking colored water and saying stuff like "time to hit the sauce". are you getting any of this ( Read more... )