my trip to new orleans had a much greater effect on me than I had thought, now that I am home I am realizing this. I need a break to recover ( Read more... )

Your senior year in High School is supposed to be "the best year of your life." Let's see how much you remember. I know for some it might be hard for you to go back that far ( Read more... )

annoyed.

well break is over. and i'm not ready for it. I really don't want to be back yet. I had a great time with my family this break. I really love spending itme with them. and I was so happy seeing my cailin and my michael. I wish the four of us, marc, mike, cai and me, could move to a cabin on the beach and just stay there all day not having to ( Read more... )

sometimes i am just a bitch. I feel so badly, last night mike and i were talking and i got into some pmsy mood and suddenly was offended about something stupid, i don't even remember what it was. and so i decided i didn't feel like talking. and then, mike tried to be nice and talk and i was just bitchy. and i really hurt his feelings. GOD I ( Read more... )

wow, what a weekend. I can't even believe it. I spent the entire weekend having the greatest time with MIchael. We spent the mornings cuddled in bed watching movies and kissing and talking. It was so special. I love those nights where we just lie in bed talking until the early hours of hte morning. I love him so much. I really feel as though I ( Read more... )

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I feel as though my heart is being ripped from my soul. Michael just left today. I know this would be coming, i just hoped it would come and pass so quickly that I wouldln't be able to feel it. like a quick paper cut that you slap a bandaid on quickly to stop the slight bleeding. Instead it has pierced me so deep that no matter what I do, i can ( Read more... )

so work is going well. it actually is better than just "well"... I LOVE IT. I love what i'm doing. i'm not just sitting around and running dog food through a scanner or stocking shelves but i'm actually doing something productive something intellectual. I'm doing research for studies that may eventually turn in to international policy. it is ( Read more... )

I've just been fucked over. wonderful. I can not even begin to explain how fucking pissed off I am. I have never been more angry in my entire life. What the FUCK! Way to tell me that I have a Job, get me all excited about the money and opportunities and then fucking blow me out of the water and tell me that I didn't even make the first cut for ( Read more... )