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[peccare]

:|

[chestylaroo_]

currently my emotions lie on the spectrum between D: and :|, taking in :( and :'( along the way. I want to know when :) will be a possibility again.

[peccare]

:) becomes a possibility when you get out and do things and stop thinking about it. that's what i find anyway. i've been sitting at home lately trying to do work and just thinking about ra. but when i'm out doing stuff i totally dont even!

[chestylaroo_]

I agree, that's pretty much the only thing that makes it less bad, but it's more that it distracts me from my sadness, without actually making me happy? I might have fun or feel happy but it's only on a very very shallow level and doesn't actually make any difference to the well of heartache beneath.