Argh  I was casually looking into moving houses and suddenly I've found myself putting a deposit down tomorrow! I feel like I kissed someone and woke up pregnant. I'm scared and alarmed! I'm not sure what I've got myself into. It seemed like a good idea at the time.

Working at Pandora is bad for my soul. It's making more consumerist and acquisitionist! I want shiny things. I have so many favourites. Median price is probably $800 dollars (about 250 for me). It makes me want to get rich so I can buy things, pretty things, pointless things. Putting away rings today, I tallied up the five rings I had on my finger ( Read more... )

I have music issues. I can listen to music when I'm exercising and when I'm sleeping. Other than that, when it plays I get a feeling like somebody crumpling a paper bag in my frontal lobe and I wince and want it to stop. Regina Spektor is for some reason exempt. So I just listen to her album over and over again on the bus to and from everywhere, ( Read more... )

Some people disgust me. Often it's not even their fault. I have a very low disgust threshold.

Skins season 3 < season 1, 2. Thus far. More alarming though, I have realised that with each day that passes I gain a new symptom. Today it was wheeziness, adding to blocked nose, sore ear, sore throat, sore stomach, sore back, nausea,  and a rash that lives on my sides only. I hope this trend stops or else I will probably die. There are only so ( Read more... )

When I was much younger, he was a kindred spirit when I didn't know they existed. We faded gradually out of each others lives as time went by but sometimes I think I see the back of his head on the bus and am torn between shutting my eyes and sleeping and keeping them open to see if its him. I sleep ( Read more... )

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I saw Watchmen tonight. There was a lot of god penis. I wasn't expecting that. I heard that it was horrifically violent, but it wasn't really, most of the time. Although it was brutal in its way, for me, the ending was too happy, too hollywood. But maybe that says more about me than the film. Finally, my brother said it had a disturbing gay ( Read more... )

I know I have descended too far into the internet, because sometimes I think  in facebook status updates. Katherine is soooo tired. Katherine should have studied instead of working today. Katherine has no money. Katherine is terrified she'll fail her prac exam. Katherine likes chocolate. Perhaps stream of consciousness third person just appeals to ( Read more... )

I've been trying to use my limited time productively, but how do I decide between trying desperately to catch up on the study I've fallen so far behind in, as the days tick past menacingly, and the easy but time consuming essay that is due on Friday? Much as I want to get the stupid essay out of the way, every minute I spend on it feels like a ( Read more... )