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Too Late...
Apologise - One Republic
I'm holding on a rope
Got me 10 feet off the ground
I'm hearin' what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you're sorry didn't think I'd turn around and say:
That it's too late to apologize
Too late
Said it's too late to apologize
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nothingness
There's a certain point where:
What you have is never enough,
Where you are isn't where you want to be.
The future you wish for is undefined. . .
What you had you'll never have again,
And, when you had it you took it for granted.
Who you are isn't who you want to be,
Who people think you are is someone you don't recognise
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Where Is The Love~Mojave 3
Jennifer says that you've changed
She says that you're talking so strange
She laughed when I told her I'd messed
You around, tried to be kind when I cried
Where is the life that we had
Where is the love
Where is the hand that I held
Where is the love
Sister don't ask me
I'm a fool I'm a liar
And I can't see home
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Hard To Miss You...
Mojave 3 ~ Hard To Miss You
Wish that I could make you laugh and make you feel whole again,
I can not lay here on this line.
Wish that I could see you now, standing there without a care,
I guess you'd make me smile.
I'ts hard to miss ya, it's hard to miss ya...
They say the world's a smaller place but they dont' say it to your face,
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Feeling W e i r d + emotional
Ok, feel fucking crap today....I really can't understand....is there something jinxed about today? I don't know if it's coincidence or whatever, but everything has been reversed, or just soooooooo déjà vu I dunno....but it's pissing me off...For starters...I've been kinda feeling weird all week over something stupid (well at least it seems stupid ( Read more... ) -
hmmmm...to study med, or not to study med? That is the question...
I think I should be a doctor....been sick for a few days, like vomitting, fever, high temp, sweating, nausea, and coughing, and also importantly very sore throat due to enlarged "lymph glands" (checked that one last night on google....oohh yeh! - google + a brain = specialist of any kind) so I diagnosed myself with Tonsilitis....(all from a hunch ( Read more... ) -
Emotional Wreck....
Ok, so it's been 2 and a half months already and nothing has changed...I'm still crazy, I still have really bad mood swings, I STILL feel depressed every morning when I wake up, and I still feel hopeless every night before I go to sleep. I can't find the answer, and I can't fix the pain, and I'm fucking angry at myself for not being able to cope ( Read more... ) -
Sleepless In Adelaide...
Great...the last time I slept decently was already a month and a half ago...and the last time I sleept for over an hour was 2days ago...I seem to be developing a weird kind of insomnia/depression...for a start, recently because I've been depressed etc I've fucked up my sleeping habits pretty well...and have been sleeping as late as 7am and waking ( Read more... ) -
Aiya....
Ok....so I came back to writing this thing, after sooo long of avoiding even opening the LJ page...I don't really know what I'm scared of (well I do....but I'm not sure why, because it's inevitable) Anyway...again, I can't sleep properly...I've been unable to sleep until like 5am every morning, and been waking up at like 2pm in the afternoon...I ( Read more... ) -
wow...I can't believe I finally feel like writing a journal...
Hmmmm ok....so a lot of fucked up shit has gone down recently and over the last month....one in particular incident has left me feeling as though I need to change my entire lifestyle to get over it. And so, that's in a sense what I'm doing. I've decided that I will defer next sem of uni, and find a full time job, either here, or somewhere else and ( Read more... )
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