Ok, don't ask me why I'm writing my journal just suddenly after such a massive break of NOT writing it, because I don't have an explaination...apart from that I really need to vent! And before I get into that, I'm not promising that this journal will become a regular thing again (if it ever could have been considered regular), however I have a ( Read more... )

WISHMASTER
 BY
Night Wish

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Master!
Apprentice!
Heartborne, 7th Seeker
Warrior!
Disciple!
In me the Wishmaster

Master!
Apprentice!
Heartborne, 7th Seeker
Warrior!
Disciple!
In me the Wishmaster

Elbereth
Lorien

A dreamy-eyed child staring into night
On a journey to storyteller`s mind
Whispers a wish speaks with the stars the words are silent in Him
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I need a place to release my anger and pain! Pretty Hard to do this at home (already just about killed my eardrums by listening to Opera Metal too loud through headphones) and well piano isn't really an instrument you can bash to death (or I'd prefer not to)...nonetheless I have a fuckload of anger that I need to let out somehow...because it's just ( Read more... )

Hmmmm facebook has made me unhappy....(now that I know how to use it)....I used my old hotmail address to quickly add all my contacts from that addressbook...and well it worked...but also dug up a lot of memories etc...made me think what life for me now would be like if I'd taken different roads in high school...and made me think about a lot of ( Read more... )

Ok so livejournal tells me I have writer's block...possibly...although I think in a more general sense, I have what's called "life block" - so many things have just come to a stop and are waiting for me to act on them, or waiting for some unknown force to come kick it in the butt and set it off again. I dunno...the unhappiness has set in again, and ( Read more... )

Ok...strange things a happenin' - I think it was Tuesday, but anyway sometime this week my mobile set it's time back to the 11th Nov, Sun at something like 2:15am...I was like....right....wtf? So then I set it back to the right time again...and the next day....I noticed that the same thing had happened it was back to 2:15am Nov11 Sun-I soo don't ( Read more... )

嗯，最近比较么忙。。。天天打工， 回家读书。。。但是我要是要成功那必须得努力准备，努力工作。今天跟Wilson一起讲我将来的目的，讲了两个小时，我们俩都要四十岁之前退休，还有他的目的也挺像我的一样。也许有一天他会帮我开自己的公司。我想了好久，发现了我挺喜欢盖房子， 还有用房子做到investment， 所以呢,我想做Property Developer会是挺合适我的一个职业。而且，以后我自己也要有挺多的investment property， 希望他们都能赚得比较多，因为我要自己盖一个大房子， 住在那儿。 这就是一些我将来的目的，思想，等等。。。但是现在好了一点儿， 因为有这些事情能好好想一想让我觉得我要继续活着。。。人们必须有目的，必须像明天的事，不怎么做那就没有动机，就不想继续活着。。。 ( Read more... )

Right finally I've decided on a fair decision to my predicament...2008 is the deciding year...pretty much it's like this...If 2008 goes "ok" and by OK I mean no deaths of people I love, no bullshit from friends, no crap uni/work experiences that affect the future, and no anything alse that requires me seeing a therapist or doctor...then I will ( Read more... )

*Saw this movie at it's first screening in Adelaide with my brother, it is the most AWESOME movie ever made, and something a few days ago made me look up videos to it on youtube....so here's a video with clips from "V For Vendetta" put to one of my favourite songs by Depeche Mode, Remixed by Mike Shinoda "Enjoy The Silence"....If you haven't seen ( Read more... )

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FORSAKEN
(DISTURBED)

[Originally wrote and performed by KORN]

I'm over it
You see I'm falling in the vast abyss
Clouded by memories of the past
At last, I see

I hear it fading
I can't speak it
Or else you will dig my grave
We fear them finding
Always winding
Take my hand now
Be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken
Because I'm not the only ( Read more... )