i dont know what to do. i can't eat i can't sleep. i just got home from my grandpa's and honestly hes soo sick. i feel so helpless. he was in the hospital last week overnight for something and i haven't seen him in like 2 or 3 weeks and when i went to see him tonight it was the worst i have ever seen him. he reminded me of how my dad looked the ( Read more... )

im so happy right now. honestly life is good. i just hope it stays that way and my wish comes true. dont ask me what i wished for you know its bad luck!

love you all!!!

NIP TUCK IN T-MINUS 3 MINUTES!!! AHHH IM SOOO EXCITED!!!

so much has gone on in the past few weeks and it's going really well. im keeping busy which is great and having an amazing time doing it. this is how im feeling at this exact moment ( Read more... )

"Walking example of you ( Read more... )

so today was officially my last first day of school...well for high school. it was weird like not having anyone older but kinda nice. i just want to say that i had the best summer of my life!!!! i have my two best friends kp and angela and i love them both to DEATH!!! scary huh??? well not really. okay time for me to get ready for school! can't ( Read more... )

saw jason last night!!! let me just start and finish off by saying that it was the most amazing night of my life!!! woot woot.

so today is my dads birthday. he would have been 53. i have been in such a good mood lately and its just all coming down now. i miss him so unbelievable much and nothing is helping. my brother just got home from work to have lunch and him and i haven't talked in a really long time and i asked him if he knew that it was dads birthday and he said yes ( Read more... )

Danielle and I are going to magic tomorrow as guests. Im really excited cause now I can actually go on rides. I get to cut all the lines. Yay! I can't wait!

Oh and I literally just dyed my hair again. I like it a lot.

Okay that is all

so can i just say that i am in the best mood EVER! like i've felt like this for other guys but not in awhile. i haven't been this happen since alex and i were together. this is great. im honestly soo happy right now. the reason is the guy at work that im interested in. at first i thought he was a dick and now he is one of my good friends and now ( Read more... )